So how was ur day..mine was crazyz!!! had a million things to do, was hoing to have a slow morning, guess twasnt one of those days. Well twas good all the same considering i woke up angry for no reason @ all today...had to play me some gospel songs to chaswe d dreary feelings away.
....so back to our gist; Dude and i started our romance, we hung out after work some nights, talked about everything and anything, u know those kinda mindless talks u have with a really good friend. I figured he was having issues in his "relationship" that's y he needed an outlet and since i'd had first hand experience of being in that sorta situation i was glad to be a good friend/diversion tho all the yl i kept my guard up no point getting em feelings mixed up.
  We started getting deeper, talked more about us and less random stuff, what we wanted to be in a couple of years, how we wanted our families to be like, how our spouses wud react to different sceanerios(we'd started crossing the line tho i didnt know then)...i enjoyed listening to him speak, twas captivating he had so many good plans in his small head i wud always say,lols...i told myself his gf was really lucky to have a determined young man like him not 'em rubbish chewing-gum chewing, carrot pants wearing, pant sagging, girls ogling, dreams chasing boiz around.
  Months rolled by, I liked him more, i knew he liked me more too,we'd changed gears and all the while i cud see a gazillion more red flags going up. So this day came after all the new year fetes, was chilling with some of our mutual friends when some guy mentioned that Dude got engaged over the christmas hols..mehn i was like WHAT!!!!!!, we used to chat every single day, we talked on he phone almost every other day, so how then did it slip by him to tell me he'd pooped the big question. It hurt me, tot i'd at least been a good friend enough to know when that sorta big occassion went down, worse part was every one was thinking i knew too. I let it go, but looking back now its kinda funny how he never even mentioned it after he returned from the trip and i never asked... 
Gat to go fix dinner, I'll be right back!!