Everything is a title...as it comes to my head and heart, i pour it out onto the keyboards...: So how was ur day..mine was crazyz!!! had a millio...

Everything is a title...as it comes to my head and heart, i pour it out onto the keyboards...: So how was ur day..mine was crazyz!!! had a millio...: So how was ur day..mine was crazyz!!! had a million things to do, was hoing to have a slow morning, guess twasnt one of those days. Well twa...

So how was ur day..mine was crazyz!!! had a million things to do, was hoing to have a slow morning, guess twasnt one of those days. Well twas good all the same considering i woke up angry for no reason @ all today...had to play me some gospel songs to chaswe d dreary feelings away.
....so back to our gist; Dude and i started our romance, we hung out after work some nights, talked about everything and anything, u know those kinda mindless talks u have with a really good friend. I figured he was having issues in his "relationship" that's y he needed an outlet and since i'd had first hand experience of being in that sorta situation i was glad to be a good friend/diversion tho all the yl i kept my guard up no point getting em feelings mixed up.
  We started getting deeper, talked more about us and less random stuff, what we wanted to be in a couple of years, how we wanted our families to be like, how our spouses wud react to different sceanerios(we'd started crossing the line tho i didnt know then)...i enjoyed listening to him speak, twas captivating he had so many good plans in his small head i wud always say,lols...i told myself his gf was really lucky to have a determined young man like him not 'em rubbish chewing-gum chewing, carrot pants wearing, pant sagging, girls ogling, dreams chasing boiz around.
  Months rolled by, I liked him more, i knew he liked me more too,we'd changed gears and all the while i cud see a gazillion more red flags going up. So this day came after all the new year fetes, was chilling with some of our mutual friends when some guy mentioned that Dude got engaged over the christmas hols..mehn i was like WHAT!!!!!!, we used to chat every single day, we talked on he phone almost every other day, so how then did it slip by him to tell me he'd pooped the big question. It hurt me, tot i'd at least been a good friend enough to know when that sorta big occassion went down, worse part was every one was thinking i knew too. I let it go, but looking back now its kinda funny how he never even mentioned it after he returned from the trip and i never asked... 
Gat to go fix dinner, I'll be right back!!
 
 
 

So i'm supposed o be sleeping now and preparing myself for a really long monday at work tomorrow but here i am pondering over things i shudnt be. Ok so i just got outta this relationship. mehn was it fun or what . u know the kind where u meet the guy for the first time and u just hate him, nothing he does makes sense to u, u prolly even figure him out to be one dumb ass, razz fellow or sumn...well twas different, the first day he spoke to me i actually started to like him...ok infact i tripped...the nigga got sweet diction(p.s:i'm a sucker for guys with good diction)>>>back to the talk on ground<<<<ehen as i was saying..i tripped then it started. u know how things go with bbm someimes i wonder how our present generation would have gotten the hang of dating if there wasnt bbm. ok so we talked/chatted plenty over a short while and i started to like him more but as a friend tho..found out he was in a "relationship" well so it was perfect u'd say right,!!! everyone knows what each other wants. Thats the biggest mistake we all make nowadays when u assume u both got it all figured out and nothing can go wrong well in my case a whole lot of shit when wrong......

My eyes are droping continue tomorrow, if i can steal time yl @ work..nyt nyt

Everything is a title...as it comes to my head and heart, i pour it out onto the keyboards...: Fresh

Everything is a title...as it comes to my head and heart, i pour it out onto the keyboards...: Fresh: FRESH... thats how it feels now..u wake up one morning and its all a wrap. Mehn really dating sucks, dyu realise how sweet and pleasant ev...

Fresh

FRESH...
thats how it feels now..u wake up one morning and its all a wrap. Mehn really dating sucks, dyu realise how sweet and pleasant everything looks when ur seeing some1 steady and u've turned into a spiritualist/visionier/prophet/soothsayer and start seeing all the future there isnt to see then BAM!!!!!!!!....it hits u like a rude shock. well ife goes on.
Well my blogs wont be all so sorrowry(get ready to be seeing more crazy grammer).
Let's get it started.....